I know, whoa what is going on, right!!! Trust me, everything is ok. After talking with Dad and my sister in law, I have finally put the ball in motion!
I am done complaining about my weight, I am done body bashing (especially in front of my very impressionable daughter), I am done not being able to keep up with my kids, I am done looking in the mirror and wanting to cringe!
First step is I have accepted my body the way it is, with the knowledge that I have to change it. For my health and for my well being! Second step is getting a plan set up! Third and final step, get my butt up and moving!
I adore that I have people in my life who are there for me to help me out! Dad, of course, is there every step of the way. Willing to help me out with anything! I love him! Along with my dear sister in law, she is always there to listen and give her suggestions! They both push me and I love it!
We will see if I am ever brave enough to admit my weight, or what I have lost. But I am making the first steps and I am excited!